It’s fantastic you’re success out for help. Sometimes it can be beneficial to have someone you entrust there with you as support. Or perhaps writing them a epistle explaining how you feel about talking about it while also asking for help with what to do next. Parents tend to want to be there for their kids and help them through hard times but they might not recognize something is incorrect if you don’t reach out and talk to them. Here are the numbers to two hotlines for kids/teens who want to talk to a weirder anonymously to vent, seek advice on various issues and they can even help you find resoureces in your local area. Kids Help Buzz (available 24/7) 1-800-668-6868. Teen Education and Crisis Hotline-TEACH hotline (available 24/7) 1-800-367-7287. All the best to you………Counselor JH